Keeping Up with the Commitment

Life is about choosing.

From now on, I choose to be more careful.

I need to be wiser when it comes to tying myself in a serious commitment; friendship bond, job, romantic relationship, career path, future, etc.

I am a kind of person whose head ALWAYS full of something new, something else, everything. I even sometime think a little bit too much it makes me dizzy. And in almost everyday, I want to be something new; Something different than yesterday. It's really weird, huh??? And I guess not everyone would be able to understand this, since they don't walk on my shoes. Please at least realize this, people. It's hard, it's REALLY hard to keep yourself to one particular thing when you have literally the whole world in your brain. Therefore, I must admit that it's difficult for me to fully focus on something for a quite long time. Ergo, it's harder to have a favorite when you can't even keep up with it longer than a second.

So, with that kind of trait, I'm afraid I will waste a lot of beneficial commitment just for the sake of something useless to trade for. I'm afraid I can't hold myself from quitting the present only to picking up a shameful future. I'm afraid, all my thoughtless decision will end up kick me in the ass as I have no other chance to make it up anymore.

I'm afraid that I'm gonna be too old to change the habit.

So, from today on, I promise to myself that I will choose more carefully. I will only dare to step into a commitment when there is zero doubt that lingers in my brain and heart and soul about the related stuff.

I promise to comprehend the concept of commitment; opportunity cost.